This night is so unkind :’(

I got a phone call from my sister, Mbak Pit-that’s what I call her; and we talk about anything that much. I just can’t hold my feeling any longer. That I missing her badly. :’(

She just too far from me this time, and my parent does. I do really miss them ya Allah.. but I don’t wanna show them that I’m crying on missing them. So I just ended the phone soon, and..

You know guys, these tears just rolling down my check swiftly. My face is also drowning by my own tears. Luckily, no body around me at that time. All my housemate just stays in their own room, and leaving me here all alone. Oh my God.. What a sadness night I have!

I can’t hold these tears, God. Please hold it for me. Cause I can not be that weak! No! T_____________T

Then I taking my Mukenah and doing Sholat Isya, and praying to Allah, for keeping my family health, safe, and happy. Even tough we’re separate now, but this love will always remain the same for them. I do love my family that much, Allah..

Thank you for giving me the best mama, bapak, mbak pit, mbak na in this world. :’(

And I believe that you know me better than anyone. Please make my dreams come true someday. I wanna make them proud of me. Please let me be..